crazedrose3

hi, me. 
          
          i'm not doing good but thats life, unfortunately. i'm lying down reading these old messages realizing that life really goes by fast. i wish i could stop feeling like this but i feel like its unavoidable.

you know it's bad when you're glad that you're sad because at least you're feeling something.

yes, I'm sad. but I don't hate it. for some reason I feel like I deserve it, I don't though. I've done everything in my power to keep everyone happy. and now when it comes down to them keeping me happy, they fail miserably. I never ask for much, I always follow the rules and I always am doing what my friends want me to do. but they never do what I want them to do. I don't even have friends.

when he told me he would break my heart, i didn't know he was serious.

wow. looking back on my old messages, I was less hurt than I am now and I should've been more grateful.

I hate reading, I'm just here because it's popular and it makes me seem cool to have wattpad.

When you have to act like everything is okay.

Music is my cure.

Why does he act differently? Does he not like me as much??

Lol, life is such a joke. Don't take it seriously or you're going to get hurt. (What I've learned from today).