Hey Nuwangi,
I’m really sorry if I’m bothering you. I just… can’t stop wondering why I wasn’t enough to be trusted anymore. You were my best friend — someone I could tell everything to. But lately, you’ve been distant, and it hurts more than I can say.
When you finally spoke to me after weeks of silence, I smiled and replied softly — not because I was upset, but because deep down I felt like maybe… you don’t need me the way you used to. Or maybe I’ve somehow become a little too much.
If you don’t want to be friends anymore, it’s okay — just please don’t leave me hanging in between. I don’t even know what I did wrong, but I’d rather know the truth than keep wondering.
And… I’m sorry for not being trustworthy enough. I noticed that when Nethuli apologized, you were quiet — and for a second, it felt like maybe you didn’t want me there anymore. I’m sorry for not realising it earlier, and for anything I did that made you feel that way.
No matter what, I still care about you, and I always will