Hello All...
I never post much and try to keep my thoughts with in me.
But today I feel like doing it.
When i started Dr. Beast story, i expected it to hit a sucess, as the storyline is different, especially the female protagonist(Ishika)'s behaviour. But no... It didn't happen as i expected. Yes it reached 300k reads but not what i expected. Then i wrote To claim the Dr. Enemy. I was super encouraged to write it(however i am thankful to those readers who still appreciated me and encouraged me) but then it was very discouraging to see 100k reads.
I choose my characters with different thoughts. They have strong minds, are professional and like to be independently. One of them is Jazmine and even Ridhima too.
Maybe this is my post pregnancy depression that i am writing this. But after Bond to him and New beginning, i will stop writing. I also thought different and wanted to show people a different way of thinking through my books. But not much of you are fond of it.
With Bond to him i thought i will get that stats like i always expected but no. Every chapter will stay with just 20-25 votes or 100-150 reads. It's really depressing. There is no more motivation for me to continue my passion as writer.