I accidentally wished a really really bad thing unto someone that I shouldn't have and once again someone abandoned me. It was my fault for making such a disgusting comment, but it still hurts... no matter how hard I try to be funny and make people laugh, I just make it worse and make them hate me.
W-why am I so terrible... Why couldn't I go back to being a sweet loveable girl. Why was I born
I didn't deserve to be born! My mom should have just aborted me instead of putting me up for adoption!
I hate everything about myself....