I come back here and get emotional
Recently, I just got myself a 2nd job that I'm supposed to work on next month. I look at this app and ask myself if I'm losing myself here. The people I knew and care about probably moved on with their lives, and the person I really cared for has left this world.
There is no one to talk to about what I've been feeling these days, so I would just be gaming and being on other social media. I think about the stories I've made here and ask myself , have I lost my touch with this app just like a few other people have?
Sometimes, I want to express what I feel, but other times I don't because I know that I can't show any of that now that I'm not who I was before. Feels like I'm just taking up more work to avoid this feeling and focus on life more