creamsweets

Welp today is November 17. Marking as of now 8 years of being on Wattpad (at least I think) has been since I made this account when I was in middle school.
          
          Time sure flies since November 17 2016 I was getting into writing stories and here I am. I am thankful to those who have supported me this long. I cry whenever I think about the people who were here and are no longer active and I just assume that they probably moved on with their lives and I'm here thinking if I have a purpose being here anymore. I don't want to leave this but coming back here pains me knowing that no one i remember or cared for is here anymore.
          
          I'm still here from the very beginning ♥️

Hey. I know I haven't been online much and I know most of the people I used to talk to have left or moved on with their lives. I just wanted to share this because I've been crying non-stop since August and hiding my feelings from my personal life because this is something I don't have the courage to say.
          
          If you know or close with Christmas-ChatNoir also known as Albert Alegria in real life he has unfortunately passed away since January 8 2024 on his birthday due to cancer. It breaks my heart because they weren't just anyone they were my partner. Tomorrow would've been our anniversary since the first time we met was around September 13 2018. I feel so much pain that it took me so long to find out that I was trying to talk to him when he left this world since the start of the year. 
          
          Every time I'm on Wattpad I don't feel the same without him by my side anymore or have the energy to write my stories. I cry and pray everyday telling myself that he's in a better place now and remember the good times. I'm sorry that I came back with this message but I needed to get this off my chest because I've been holding this feeling for so long that I'm starting to relapse of this loss. 

I wanted to be honest with everyone that even without the pm I'm still going to miss you guys. It breaks my heart that the pm will be deleted when I have so much history with a few people I have talked to. Those people wherever they are doing right now I just like to say thank you for being here and telling me that things will be alright. 
          
          It saddens me because the pm chat is a place where I want to talk to people who or who I don't know and get to know them better. Pm are something more than just talking with friends but it's the bond between one another and building a stronger connection. When I heard about it I couldn't stop crying because it felt like I lost a part of me and what my past held and the people who played a role in it. 
          
          Again I thank those same people who helped me and I wished I could tell them in pm if they are online again and I also thank those who read my stories and supported me through those ups and downs. Love you all and I hope you guys never forget me because I won't ever forget how much you guys did for me. ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

Happy Easter to you all! 

Happy Pokemon Day! Hopefully everyone is excited for the new upcoming events in each game along with the new announcement of Pokemon ZA!

Hope you continue to do more of your miraculous stories? It is truly is amazing  to read .

Welp today is my birthday today and now I'm 21

Happy New Year! I hope everyone has a nice year and is looking forward to the year of 2024 :)

Merry Christmas Everyone! :)

Happy Halloween! Hopefully everyone has a great spooky day today!