creamsweets

I come back here and get emotional 
          	
          	Recently, I just got myself a 2nd job that I'm supposed to work on next month. I look at this app and ask myself if I'm losing myself here. The people I knew and care about probably moved on with their lives, and the person I really cared for has left this world. 
          	
          	There is no one to talk to about what I've been feeling these days, so I would just be gaming and being on other social media. I think about the stories I've made here and ask myself , have I lost my touch with this app just like a few other people have? 
          	
          	Sometimes, I want to express what I feel, but other times I don't because I know that I can't show any of that now that I'm not who I was before. Feels like I'm just taking up more work to avoid this feeling and focus on life more

GhidorahRaptor2000

@creamsweets Even though I've been very busy getting back into things like this platform and my YouTube account, I'll still pop in a few times to see what's up. I can always make time to chat for a bit.
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candycane_shadow

@creamsweets I’m still here, I pop on once to twice a month but I’m a mum now still I rarely get time to even talk to people and I’m in Australia and the time difference is really hard, but you can always chat to me
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TristenNorfleet1

@creamsweets I understand, I tend to feel this way half the time myself
          	  
          	  But I am very sorry
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creamsweets

I come back here and get emotional 
          
          Recently, I just got myself a 2nd job that I'm supposed to work on next month. I look at this app and ask myself if I'm losing myself here. The people I knew and care about probably moved on with their lives, and the person I really cared for has left this world. 
          
          There is no one to talk to about what I've been feeling these days, so I would just be gaming and being on other social media. I think about the stories I've made here and ask myself , have I lost my touch with this app just like a few other people have? 
          
          Sometimes, I want to express what I feel, but other times I don't because I know that I can't show any of that now that I'm not who I was before. Feels like I'm just taking up more work to avoid this feeling and focus on life more

GhidorahRaptor2000

@creamsweets Even though I've been very busy getting back into things like this platform and my YouTube account, I'll still pop in a few times to see what's up. I can always make time to chat for a bit.
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candycane_shadow

@creamsweets I’m still here, I pop on once to twice a month but I’m a mum now still I rarely get time to even talk to people and I’m in Australia and the time difference is really hard, but you can always chat to me
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TristenNorfleet1

@creamsweets I understand, I tend to feel this way half the time myself
            
            But I am very sorry
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creamsweets

Today is my birthday today and I just turned 22 this year. I thank you all for being with me since 2016 and I hope I can do more work here instead of last year which I didn't do so well on myself after my loss for someone I cared deeply for. ♥️♥️

creamsweets

@GhidorahRaptor2000 I hope everything goes well for you
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creamsweets

@Poppilina445 thank you
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creamsweets

@princess_of_gowns thank you
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creamsweets

Welp today is November 17. Marking as of now 8 years of being on Wattpad (at least I think) has been since I made this account when I was in middle school.
          
          Time sure flies since November 17 2016 I was getting into writing stories and here I am. I am thankful to those who have supported me this long. I cry whenever I think about the people who were here and are no longer active and I just assume that they probably moved on with their lives and I'm here thinking if I have a purpose being here anymore. I don't want to leave this but coming back here pains me knowing that no one i remember or cared for is here anymore.
          
          I'm still here from the very beginning ♥️

Lucky_Virg0

@creamsweets Cgs on 8yrs! I hope you feel better, I may have found you recently but I'll still be here whenever you decide to come back :D
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creamsweets

Hey. I know I haven't been online much and I know most of the people I used to talk to have left or moved on with their lives. I just wanted to share this because I've been crying non-stop since August and hiding my feelings from my personal life because this is something I don't have the courage to say.
          
          If you know or close with Christmas-ChatNoir also known as Albert Alegria in real life he has unfortunately passed away since January 8 2024 on his birthday due to cancer. It breaks my heart because they weren't just anyone they were my partner. Tomorrow would've been our anniversary since the first time we met was around September 13 2018. I feel so much pain that it took me so long to find out that I was trying to talk to him when he left this world since the start of the year. 
          
          Every time I'm on Wattpad I don't feel the same without him by my side anymore or have the energy to write my stories. I cry and pray everyday telling myself that he's in a better place now and remember the good times. I'm sorry that I came back with this message but I needed to get this off my chest because I've been holding this feeling for so long that I'm starting to relapse of this loss.

creamsweets

@Clato4EverTHG thank you :)
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Clato4EverTHG

@creamsweets anytime. I’ll be praying for you
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creamsweets

@Clato4EverTHG thank you
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creamsweets

I wanted to be honest with everyone that even without the pm I'm still going to miss you guys. It breaks my heart that the pm will be deleted when I have so much history with a few people I have talked to. Those people wherever they are doing right now I just like to say thank you for being here and telling me that things will be alright. 
          
          It saddens me because the pm chat is a place where I want to talk to people who or who I don't know and get to know them better. Pm are something more than just talking with friends but it's the bond between one another and building a stronger connection. When I heard about it I couldn't stop crying because it felt like I lost a part of me and what my past held and the people who played a role in it. 
          
          Again I thank those same people who helped me and I wished I could tell them in pm if they are online again and I also thank those who read my stories and supported me through those ups and downs. Love you all and I hope you guys never forget me because I won't ever forget how much you guys did for me. ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

IAMGIRLBAKUGO

Wait what I haven’t been on Wattpad because I was taking my final exams and then finishing off senior year they’re taking away private messaging why.
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-loveflame-

@ creamsweets  you're welcome, if you have discord we can still talk
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Sapnap1507

@creamsweets if you have accounts on other sites like discord reddit deviantart and twitter then you can add links of the accounts to your bio info or just tell people to post on your conversation page cause that's what i'm planning to do or if you have any other accounts on other sites then you can add links to the accounts in your bio info as well now I only said discord reddit deviantart and twitter cause that's where i'm the most active on though I will admit twitter is where I get the most drama on now it's not that bad of drama but I mainly get drama revolving me getting accuse of defending and supporting youtubers and I know I will get mixed responses but most of the youtubers I watched were Jacksepticeye Cryaotic Dream Sapnap Georgenotfound Punz BadboyHalo Skeppy and Wilbur and that's just naming a few of them and just to clarify I don't support any youtubers or their actions I just enjoy their content that's it plus if it weren't for all of these youtubers I would of took my life away a long time ago which I'm starting to believe liking certain youtubers is a crime on the internet so it's better to learn the mental abuse I have been through before judging me on who I choose to watch on youtube
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