creepypasta_lj

Don't mind the new story I'm writing, it's for my channel

I'm gonna go live on my youtube later today. Playing VRCHAT with some of my new friends i met during my all nighter. If you wanna watch, DM and I'll send a link to my youtube

Hey guys, I'm going live on Twitch Monday! Follow so you can watch. If you guys want I'll be playing Among Us, you guys can request things for me to draw, or you can request videos for me to react too!
          
          Twitch User: mixietheartist
          
          See you there!

I seriously don't know what to do with myself. Like I know I have chores to do, presents to wrap, a dog to "take care of".....i dont want to do anything and yet theres things to do. It's not really in a lazy way like.....i guess it's more of a stoner way where your feeling very heavy and so you just stay completely it's almost like that, but my brain is constantly running and it's running so fast that my brain itself can't keep up and so idek what to think.....I'm not sure if my stoner example is really accurate...idk I'm just trying to explain this in the best way I can..i suck ass at this.
          
          Anyways i guess the whole point of this post is just another excuse to why I'm still not even close to being done with the new chapter...

Since I am at rock bottom I'm gonna try something to hopefully boost my motivation. That's all I'm gonna say, wish me luck

When someone asks me how I am, I have no clue what the fuck to say. Like...I know that I'm not doing good, but I dont want anyone worry about me, so idk if I should say "ok" or "decent" or "a little less than decent", i dont know...
          
          And my social anxiety definitely doesnt help...

I'm sorry I haven't done another chapter, Ime just not in the mindset rn...

Well fuck! I faked being sick bc I really didn't feel like going today...but now my stomach actually hurts now wtf. 
          
          Also sorry I haven't been posting or keeping you updated. My motivation is supalow until further notice. That being said the story is NOT being discontinued, it's only gonna be a little break until my motivation goes back up.
          
          That's all, see ya!

@DemonicVelocity oop watcha need

I honestly don't even know if I'll be able to finish writing Chaper 11 because I'm so stressed with the ending of this term and it doesn't help that I have Writers blog. If you guys have any ideas for this next chapter please comment or DM