honestly 'she’s in the rain' by the rose is one of the most beautiful songs i’ve ever heard,, if u want to listen to please do it while reading the lyrics somewhere. everything about it but especially the lyrics are so so touching :((
"looking in the mirror i realize how im slowly drifting apart
every living and breathing second i disconnect more and more
every piece of reality around me falls apart
and i watch it happening
i watch how my fingers tenderly brush the holds of reality
how they desperately try to get a hold of each other while being pulled into different directions
and that's when fate maliciously smiled at me
giving me a little push
ultimately making me fall into the big dark hole that's always been waiting for my arrival"