criidema
kinda feeling like writing something platonic, maybe buzzfeed unsolved stuff coming your way
criidema
criidema
bruv wattpad has really gone money based, first with premium then these insights or whatever? thank you wattpad, very cool!
criidema
wow people actually be out here reading shadowed still
i feel like shadowed is its own curse, because i hate that stupid book and i STILL get notifications for it and am instantly reminded of the fact i used to read and write JSExReader fanfics
12 year old me is gross and i dont associate with that mf at all
criidema
i don’t love them reading it but at the same time i don’t hate them reading it, ya know? i just keep it on my profile cause when i was younger i probably would have like to read a book like that so i’m just letting other people enjoy it. Also idk if i’m gonna be back for long, i’ve joined so many new fandoms and are obsessed with those so i’m looking at fanfics on here :’) kind of in a permanent burnout which sucks
arthyritis
People find things no matter if you want them to or not. Best thing to do would be delete it if you don’t want people reading it anymore. Also hey, you’re back!
criidema
Just posted my first chapter for Jack Double Face! It's a book I've had in the works for quite some time now, and I've edited this chapter so many times. It's nice to finally let it go out into the world :)
criidema
I know haven’t updated Shadowed for a long time
I know whenever I say I’ll start posting again I lie
There is a reason for this but I’ve kept it locked up for so long that now that I know what’s wrong, I can barely bring myself to write
I can’t stand shadowed but I’m going to try finish it, no matter how much I hate it, since I feel so guilty because I know the feeling of reading a story then it just ends FML
criidema
Ew Wattpad wtf did you do b
criidema
Wow.
I’m gay now. Kinda.
criidema
Guess who's back again.
Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee whoot
criidema
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I came back online just to skim over my notifications and HOLY SHIT.
750 READS ON SHADOWED???
WTF???
criidema
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I'm going to be extending my break from writing, I'm sorry. Lately I've been really confused about a couple things that are kind of weighing down the will to make these kind of stories in particular. Reading back on them kinda made me realise something. I'm going to stretch out my break for another month or two, maybe November so I can get my shit together.
TL;DR: Kinda confused and uncomfortable about writing shit so extending my break to November until I figure out some stuff.