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hey ik that this message is really out of of the blue but i just wanted to say how much i miss you and hope you are doing okay. there are people out there who care about you and love you a lot- and i know it can be so hard to believe- but we do. especially me. i love you ❤️

ily

i genuinely hope you’re okay.

if you are alive and can, PLEASE respond to this- i can’t message you on pinterest but i really hope you are safe.

i don’t know if you are ever going to see this or not, but i hope you find peace. i love you so, so much ruby. if you are there, though, know that i will ALWAYS be here for you. i don’t know what to do without you, and i don’t know how to stop your pain. but if you are hurting, remember that i’m here. no matter how things turn out, there is always a brighter future. i really, really hope you’re alive to lead that. but if you are not, i will always love you. unconditionally, unerasebly. rue, i love you to the moon and back.

i’m going to die very soon. i know this seems attention seeking. ignore it if you please. i am very alone. i was never meant for happiness. this world is so cruel and i don’t know why. i don’t even know why i’m writing this, god. i am a very stupid person. i am very sorry. if i don’t respond or post for a very long time it may mean i am dead. i love you all. i’m so thankful for the people here that supported my poetry even when it completely sucked. and i’ll never forget you alice. i love you. i wish we could’ve met. i’m so sorry wattpad community. i wish you the best. 
          goodbye 

ily

i love you ruby. i can’t tell you that everything’s going to be ok again, or that any of the suffering you are going through is going to magically disappear. but i can tell you how much you matter to me. life is crazy, confusing, and miserable, but you are one of the little bits of light i never want to lose. it’s unfair. i hate how much you have to go through just daily, and you don’t deserve any of this pain. you have so much worth and wonder to you. i wish you could see yourself like i see you. i will do my best to be here for you through it all. despite all of this madness, you are here. that’s incredible in itself. if you feel like doing something bad to yourself, don’t hesitate to pm me. i love you more than you could ever know 

love you to the moon and back

let me know if there’s anything i can do for you, ily