crimsonmoon17

I experienced blissfully relief.  A feeling I thought was lost. Although extremely short-lived it's a feeling I crave to have again. 
          It's manic to feel underline stress, to feel fatigue and the discontinue of hunger. When you feel ok with the world, only to remember how unbalanced and utterly lost you really are. 

 I've lost a long time friend to expectations I could not  fulfill.
          That was months ago but I'm in a place that feels paused. Creativity is non existent at this time. 
          Finding what you like seems straining and tiresome.
          Like everyone else, I'm trying to move past. You were just a small part of what has happened to me. But you've never cared to ask. 
          Sadly I do smile knowing I'm the wallflower that knows all but is so hidden.