@crimsonpaws_love That's so upsetting ... I know breakup of friendship hurts a lot , but stay strong .It all happens for a reason. Maybe everything will turn back just fine , or it may end well .. Just don't lose yourself in the process. You are worthy of every good this world has to offer.
Take care , if you ever feel talking to someone I'm here.(I think, It's just easier to vent it out to a stranger than to someone who knows you..)