Okay wow! It’s been a while! Like a year! No one really cares anymore pfff but I just wanted to vent here because I feel safer doing so then anywhere else and this be eating me up. A couple months ago I just got out a 2 year toxic abusive relationship that I didn’t even know was, despite everyone telling me to break up with him. I thought he was perfect, he was not. Not at all. He was horrible actually. It’s just like wow another thing great! At this point anyway. He was manipulative, he deliberately triggered my bpd, he gaslight me, he lied to me, I have suspicions he cheated on me, and also tw lol when I passed out from too much alcohol he gave me, let me repeat he gave me, he still had sex with me. I felt totally violated when I woke up the next morning. It’s just like great I trusted another person and they made me feel like a55. But my lesson is never stay with someone who constantly makes you feel like you aren’t worth anything. It’s not worth it. He’ll gone on not caring about what happened and I’ll let it eat me. Maybe I’ll write a story to get out my anger. But anyway. Sorry it’s been so long. I’ve had a lot going on. Thank you for still reading the stupid books I uploaded. It means a lot.
Xox
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