croc_lee

Sadly I am leaving this account, it was nice while it lasted :)

croc_lee

I feel like the dude from “the novelist” I used to love writing anything I didn’t care if anyone read it I just wrote because I wanted to but now every time I think about writing it feels like I’ve lost the spark yk and I end up crying every time I try to write, back in school when I was forced to write essays I of course loved it but since last year whenever I got an essay to write I would do nothing and then go home and cry while writing it because they where for grades but it scared me to write even now just writing this my hands shake for some reason they feel heavy like when you’ve been holding a heavy weight for hours it’s also hard for me to text now I try to to avoid it but I don’t want my friends to think I’m ignoring them so I usually call them which I know makes everyone uncomfortable I know that many people would prefer to text instead of call but they don’t know that I’m having this problem. 

croc_lee

So idk if I said this but there is this book I really like it but it’s not over the author is still writing it but they ruined it because they added corona virus which is sad because fan fiction helps you escape from reality sometimes and having that reminder in such a meaningful thing in my life just makes it sad.