beppi

haven't...written...in...weeks...help.  ‍️

i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired

book lore is currently going amazingly well (no sarcasm) seeing that I got almost 40 pages of it already

when you--when you have to write a prequel in order to understand your book (is this a perfect example of lacking lore foundation or what)

i was on such an amazing writing streak today...until i came across a plot hole. also, i reread a chapter of my fanfic and i was so invested in MY OWN WRITING. but then it ended! BAH HUMBUG!

there are no words to describe how tired i am

school is being mean. there's almost no time to write. (ok, and maybe writer's block is hitting me hard as well...my brain is very uncreative and is thinking about my botw fanfic i put off over seven months ago instead)

writing plan did not work. rip. i'm hoping to finish the second chapter of my rain book before school starts. we'll see how that turns out :/

i have made a writing plan to actually stay focused enough to write...is it working? i can't tell.

status update: I'm not okay but writing is bringing me joy again and now I still wanna live ;-;