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Holy crap— I miss writing

I've unpublished almost all my books, and currently editing them all. I keep wincing whenever I see something that I wrote that I now heavily dislike.. my god why did none of you told me I that I write so terribly

Laughing at how my motivation to update my ohshc fanfic is whenever I hear the outro for the anime when I'm doomscrolling

I tried to tell myself I can improve along the way, but honestly my writing hurts my eye (and soul) due to how cringeworthy it is. Now I'm thinking about temporarily unpublishing "Super Freak" and heavily editing it for the time being, but do tell me if this is okay with you all.
          
          I haven't really been an attentive author and I'm sorry for making you all wait for so long. It's just everytime I reread it, I realise how far some of the parts are from my initial plot line and instead of finding some sort of motivation to write I find myself even more challenged to do so
          
          Anyways advise from you all are appreciated

*VERY IMPORTANT*
          
          Hello, it's been a long time.. I'm very sorry, for my sudden hiatus and how it took me a long time to recover. Though I have recovered physically, I can't say the same mentally... Now that my semester has ended, I really wanted to delve back into writing (especially after my laptop has been fixed, I feel like it would now be easier) 
          
          Weirdly my luck has been a rollercoaster (as well as my acads) I've experienced some mishaps like suddenly breaking my phone and losing the files needed for the media uploaded in the books... and well other more problems that sound very silly. I really wanted to bring back my passion in writing, especially "super freak" ..
          
          But I realised one flaw about the story, the age of the characters specifically. It feels so weird writing.. even though the idea came  when I was around the same age as the characters. I find it now sort of uncomfortable to see that I have aged, yet my characters' ages had stayed the same— 
          
          I badly want to change it, but my brain can't even comprehend such creativity that is required to do so. I'm really sorry, I have no plans of abandoning my stories out of nowhere; but fresher perspective from you all is appreciated .. thank you for continuously supporting my story. I am thankful for your patience, and have long since used your positive remarks as my motivation to write. It's nice to know that even though you don't know me, some of you are kind enough to ask even when I got sick (I'm being dramatic, but really i do appreciate it). I'm writing this very late so there might be some errors and over sharing, but that's all I want to say. Thank you very much

Have you heard the anime Twittering Birds Never Fly aka Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai if you did can you do Yashiro x reader x  doumeki where they are in the same yauzka group and protects her from other males.

can you please update SuperFreak I really love the book

Hey just checking in are you doing and feeling any better?

As much as I do wanna avoid saying much about my personal life, I think you guys deserve at least the honesty behind my disappearance (or a small summary)
          
          I’ve decided to prioritize my mental health, since things haven’t gone smoothly with the start of my third year, first semester. On top of that, I’ve been admitted to the hospital due to dengue fever. Thank you for your patience. I’ll do my best to get back to full strength soon.

I hope ur writing block gets better and I really love ur super freak, I’ll be waiting everyday! ❤️ keep up the good work