Sensitive_Divine

Does anyone here like My hero academia? I’ve been reading the manga, just finished the third one, leaving off on season 2, exactly where Izuku gets the 10 million points.
          
          If any of you do, would you prefer an Aizawa or a Todoroki love story?

After meditating for 15 minutes for the second time in my life, I can’t stop giggling whenever I see words like, “happy”, basically any words that describes a nice feeling and every time I try to be serious and stop laughing I only laugh harder.
          
          Has anybody else meditated? I actually feel a real difference. 

I played the Ouija board for the first time today. Just a few minutes ago. It was fun but creepy.
          
          Me and my friend meditated to clear our minds and did a chant for only good spirits to come. We started playing with our eyes closed, recording ourselves on my iPad and my sister watching the whole thing. We opened our eyes a few times after it stopped moving for a while and it spelled out “F U” but after replaying the video it says, “WTFU” and after searching online what it meant, we found out it mean, “Wake the fúck up” and so we thought it might of meant for us to open our eyes. But I don’t think I can sleep tonight because of what this meant.

Today so far has been crazy...
          
          A lockdown, a bank getting robbed, a possible bomb threat, restaurants evacuating, the road being closed, the FBI on the planet fitness roof, we’ve been sitting in the same room for about 4 hours, we’ve missed lunch, they’ve been detained but we haven’t gotten the all clear yet?
          
          What’s next? The world explodes?! I wouldn’t be surprised.
          
          
          Plot twist: Humans are fucked up. *Gasp* Shocker!
          
          
          I’m hungry, tired, cold, stiff, numb, not to forget, sick. Why can’t I be angry too?

I feel like I’m literally dying. I haven’t been sick since 3rd or 4th grade, so why now? 
          
          I’ve been coughing since Thursday, I had a horrible headache and my limbs felt like led. I actually stayed home Friday, surprisingly. It got better after some medicine, my legs feel better, they still hurt a little though, I still have a headache, just not as bad.
          
          The worst thing is the cough, it has becoming less frequent considerably, but now I’ll cough so bad that i’ll gag, you know when you’re about to throw up? But I didn’t. And now, whenever I sneeze or cough, the sides of my stomach hurt.
          
          For some reason, everything seems really fast. Like walking feels like I’m running. 
          
          I seriously feel like I’m going to die, the last full meal I’ve had was lunch on Thursday at school, right now, I can’t even eat a small bag of chips right now...

I got only one question wrong on the book test (fyi. IT WAS AWESOME!)

So it scared me to death, so I’m just looking around waiting for something to pop up. I swear if anything happens, I’m gonna become a f-ing priest, trying to throw that holy water at any demons coming after me.
          
          I’ve had creepy things happen to me, two other times where it really concerned me, even though their little things, I’m a very paranoid kinda person.
          
          So once I was trying to go to bed, and something is touching my back and all of a sudden poked me extremely hard, like seriously I almost rolled over at the force. It felt like a knife. 
          
          Another time, I woke up in sweat almost crying and I almost did scream. It was about 2:30 in the morning and I searched it up.
          
          There was a 99% chance something was staring at me for a very long time. And my nana claimed I was being attacked.
          
          I’m scared. 

I had the creepiest and strangest dream about an hour ago.
          
          Apparently it was the middle of the night but I get a phone call and it turns out to be Obitos grandma, from Naruto,  she talks about celebrating something for the kid even though he’s dead... -_-
          
          I accept her invitation despite the crazy reasoning going on and realize I have some letters that belong to her, not knowing how I got them, I attempted to give them to her but when I did, she said something along the lines of, “Stop right there!”
          
          She began chasing me really slow so when I run through the front door there’s another her ready to grab me.
          
          Me and my friend, who was a character from a WEBTOON, we run away from them and see something on the floor that scared us, I can’t remember what it was, but we both back away to the incoming grandmas.
          
          Dodging them we run to some way out, and right before I can I wake up.
          
          
          Now, I wake up in this strange position. I don’t move when I sleep because I always wake up in the same exact position, but I’m laying on my back with both my legs up, and my head tilted back. A portion of the blanket is still covering my eyes, so I couldn’t see anything.
          
          I turn back over, to scared to take off the blanket, but also to scared to move much. Returning to the position is was before bed, I laid there, getting mental images in my mind that scare me even more and then from my elbow down, my right arm starts to get stiff and my wrist begins to burn slightly, like someone’s holding onto it.
          
          After about 30 mins of laying there, I picked up my phone and turned on all the lights, and here I am writing.
          
          Now, I realize I was in Hypnagogia, a state in between being asleep and awake and easily being able to recall what happened and such. It can also dibble as sleep paralysis, where you can’t move and see demons and hallucinations, like thats how it gets caused.

Should I try to write a Zane X Kawaii~Chan story? Or nah?

I’m worse than an anime character now...it’s gotten worse!  I used to say “Literally in every sentence. “This LITERALLY happened.” “I am LITERALLY starving, I LITERALLY mean it!” That was me, now I’ve become Deidara. I keep saying, “Yeah” at the end of my sentences, especially in questions. “That’s pretty, yeah?” “Did you get a 100%, yeah?” “That’s amazing, yeah!”  Help.