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If anyone is still on this website and remembers who I am, that's great. If not, don't worry about it, this is more for me anyways. I startd writing on here when I was 12 or 13 and it was the only way for me to cope with all the things taht were going on in my home at the time. I stopped writing sophomore year of highschool and a few years later unpublished everything. I was ashamed of this part of myself because I went to a school where things like this were cringey and embarrassing. Now, I realize that this fic, this fandom, and this community was my only support system when I felt so alone I thought no one would ever understand me. Now, I've accepted my younger self, everything she was going through, and how she was dealing with it. I'm republishing everything, not because I think it's good or that anyone will see it, but as a memorial to all that I felt at the time. Maybe my shit will help someone else, but even if it doesn't, the idea that it could will keep me going. 
          
          If you do remember who I am, I'm now 21, a senior in college, applying to PhD programs. I've gotten farther than I ever thought I would in life. I still talk to my high school friends, I have friends in college, and even though I've been put through some horrible shit here, I've found a way to keep going. I hope y'all are doing well and if you take anything from this, it's that it does get better and that you are worthy of love. <3

I know I've stopped writing on here but I keep checking to see my status. Thank you for 200 followers and 138K reads! my shitty fanfics ive been trying to repress and delete from my past have given me some hope for the future

THANK YOU FOR 100K
          
          I LOVE YOU THANK YOU

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THANK YOU FOR 2K AND 96K ON MY STORIES 

I updated! Yay me 

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Hey so its midnight and you know what that means for us gays. It's time to compliment people you dont know because they d e s e r v e  i t . And like look bb I love your one shots. I spent a solid 30 (okay more like 12 but still) minutes looking at every book in my library for yours because I wanted to read your one au where they are roommates because I wanted some mild angst w/ domestic hatred on the side. And like frick man your writing is so good do more of it. Like sure I'm mega tired but I still enjoyed that top notch content. And like also you are so valid. I love you so much and like?? Do you actually live in Texas because if so bb are you okay? I live in the north and so the south scares me because of all the iced tea and homophobia you have. (I mean not everyone in the south is homophobic. But like also have you seen florida???) And so yeah I hope you are staying safe and drinking your water. I'm gonna sleep now. And I love you and you deserve the whole entire world. And goodnight also salad is good 

Thank you for 1K on my second story!!!  

I haven’t updated bc I don’t have a working laptop. 
          
          
          Tik tok took a toll: @crusty_aint_dusty