cryincrows

yoO! been another year! once again... 
          	
          	but this time i'm here to settle things for once. 
          	i think i was too scared to ever admit it in the past, let alone accept it for myself in general. where it genuinely is making me stressed and feeling guilty {even tho i highly doubt theres anyone still waiting this is just for my own mindset}.
          	
          	i don't think i'll ever complete the stories i have unfinished here. esp fever 2 + carrots fic. no hate towards jojo or db, just simply not fixated on them atm and probably won't either ever again or for another long time. additionally writing is a legit secret hobby i do and i'm primarily a digital artist full time.
          	
          	for now, i'm probably more going to make short stories for my sake bc istg my brain wants to be so complex and make long ass stories than it knows it/i can handle. i'll be editing/cleanup a bit on all my stories; update note + releasing unfinished chapters and edit my page and reading list yada yada yada.
          	
          	i just miss writing and don't want to write while feeling guilty of not completing another past work. i just can't anymore/atm. i hope anyone reading/interested in my work understands.
          	
          	lastly, i want to thank everyone one more time, sincerely, thank you for reading fever and enjoying it. more on my appreciation will be on the books soon. thank you. <3

cryincrows

yoO! been another year! once again... 
          
          but this time i'm here to settle things for once. 
          i think i was too scared to ever admit it in the past, let alone accept it for myself in general. where it genuinely is making me stressed and feeling guilty {even tho i highly doubt theres anyone still waiting this is just for my own mindset}.
          
          i don't think i'll ever complete the stories i have unfinished here. esp fever 2 + carrots fic. no hate towards jojo or db, just simply not fixated on them atm and probably won't either ever again or for another long time. additionally writing is a legit secret hobby i do and i'm primarily a digital artist full time.
          
          for now, i'm probably more going to make short stories for my sake bc istg my brain wants to be so complex and make long ass stories than it knows it/i can handle. i'll be editing/cleanup a bit on all my stories; update note + releasing unfinished chapters and edit my page and reading list yada yada yada.
          
          i just miss writing and don't want to write while feeling guilty of not completing another past work. i just can't anymore/atm. i hope anyone reading/interested in my work understands.
          
          lastly, i want to thank everyone one more time, sincerely, thank you for reading fever and enjoying it. more on my appreciation will be on the books soon. thank you. <3

cryincrows

despite battling my depression recently i realized i never really come to terms in completing my book or connect more with the community here. mainly due to having bad experiences with jojo fans in the past but also new ones have arise since.
          
          something i actually kinda wanna promise is to come back and FINISH what i had left. mainly redoing the covers, re-editing and rewriting some parts, and finish part 2 of fever. and maybe peas and karrots? idk. 
          
          i feel horrible for leaving, yet also i never expected fever to blow up so massively. it was simply meant to write smth i couldn't find elsewhere for my own pleasure. and just why not ya know? hopefully within time i can finish some things i left behind here. 
          
          in all seriousness, thank you. thank you for reading, for being patient (or not), and willing to comment or respond to my writing. even seeing so many conversations happening in every chapter is insane to me. heck i've even considered in maybe having this as an official booklet. a physical paper copy. not really sure who might else be interested but hey, if i get one for myself to remind me of the achievements i made, i would be happy either way. 
          
          here comes to hopefully within time finishing, and clearing some things! once again, thank you all so very much. <3

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shelbzyemeritus

When are you going to continue the second book for fever?

cryincrows

tbf, i'm not even sure. i only ever write when i'm feeling really mentally low or have long-term artblock. and knowing i hadn't received either is good lol, but im also not interested in jojo anymore unfortunately. i might just post what i had left and explain more in depth with another post one day idk
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imasansfangirl

Opinion on the dsmp?

cryincrows

oop just noticed this sorry for the late reply -- 
            i really dislike the dsmp mainly due to how ridiculous and disgusting the fandom is. the "dream stans" you call it. but the content creators (especially tommy and tubbo) seem pretty cool. just don't like kids makin genders, pronouns, and sexualities out of em to be "quirky" and "inclusive". its a mockery of people who ARE queer and just plain disrespectful. also people shipping them is kinda really ew especially since they're minors... and how the "stans" go so far in ruining and graffiti on property . of course i know some people who are actual decent fans and even are embarrassed to be fans bc of 12 year olds doing this smh. also old og minecraft youtubers will always be number one  (sky, stampy, dantdm, samgladiator, etc.) 
            
            in conclusion, fandom can go jump off a cliff, but the content creators mentioned in general are pretty cool and funny :^)
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