cryingghost212

It's my bday today!

cryingghost212

So I just learned a new fact about myself. Sometimes when I cry, my body will force me to smile and sometimes laugh to try and make me feel better.
          Also another fact: my brain likes to remind me that when I think of a comfort place with comfort characters, it likes to remind me it's not real

cryingghost212

It's getting so tiring. It so hard to hold it all in. So tired of having to second guess everything. It's starting to physically hurt me. It hurts to breathe sometimes. I don't want this. I hate this! So many faces are scratches out now. So many memories blurred. It scary that it hurts and is numb at the same time. Why can't I let any of this out! Why is it so hard to reach out!?

Masky-is-a-BADASS

@cryingghost212 I know the feeling *hugs you* It helps to go to therapy try that or talk to someone family or friends or a pastor or whatever you believe in. Nothing helps me I am only living for my custion's son he is the only thing that keeps me happy.
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cryingghost212

It's my bday today!

Parvathyyyyyy____

@cryingghost212 Hey, belated happy birthday
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cryingghost212

@Lola2012123 thabk you!I love you too!
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Lola2012123

I wove you <3

cryingghost212

@Lola2012123 awwww I love you too
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