C.I.N

WAZZZUPP ITS ME 
          thinking about deleting my megumi x reader story so enjoy yall shit while it last lmao
          (It's disgusting and it haunts my nightmares)
          
          Also maybe reworking gin x reader??? Gonna transfer to ao3 if i do tho. 
          
          ANYWAYS BYE YALL 
          
          *if you saw the other one no you didnt.*

thanks for 100K on my Megumi x reader story :) It's been a long time since I wrote that story, and I've grown a lot since then. being 3 months clean is crazy weird and honestly, I don't like it one bit. But it's nice not having to hide something, it's nice to have a body that isn't always filled with aches and scabs and wounds. 
          addiction sucks and it was nice to have a story to help cope with it. I'm glad you guys can find the same comfort in reading it that I did in writing it :D 
          thank you all for 100K 
          -C.I.N

so... never thought id say this but uhm I'm leaving Wattpad?? 
          well, I'm not leaving per se but I am going to stop posting on this platform.  I'll still be responding to comments and maybe posting in the conversations or whatever but really I'm trying to not be on Wattpad anymore. 
          But the good news is I'm not gone forever! I'm moving to ao3 using the same username, @/cryingisnecessary. And tumblr as @/cryingisnecessaryfanfics. i haven't posted anything yet and I'm not sure when I will start writing again but this is what I've got for now. 
          stay safe guys, 
          -C.I.N

hello everyone, it has been a while hasn't it? I wanted to tell you all that I'm in a terrible place and won't be posting or even writing in a while, if you have a request with me, sorry I'm not gonna do that anytime soon. If you have messaged me, sorry I'm not going to respond anytime soon either. if you want updates on how I am or why the fuck I'm not posting stalk my Instagram. 
          the basic summary is I'm a borderline whos unreliable and going through bad withdrawals.  I'm what 41 days clean right now. it's terrible and I hate it. I'm not looking for support or nice comments, please just read and understand that I will not be an active and nice author for a while. 
          and for the bitches who like to post hate comments on my shit, sorry to burst your bubble but I'm already aware of my being a bad person, rubbing it in is just pathetic on your part :D

Guys, I'm like back or something XD
          I'm gonna try to be active more and actually respond to comments. Idk might do a q&a cuz I saw some stuff about that in my comments.

hello everyone I have actually been not doing well this past week and have been struggling to find motivation. If you need an explanation for my recent behavior,  feel free to look at the paragraph below, otherwise please forgive me for postponing any updates or requests. 
          If I'm being honest I can feel myself getting bad again, it's been getting harder and harder to stay clean and not think about attempting. Recently my mother started a new job and now I have to find a ride to school; it's been very stressful and taxing for me. I've also been going two weeks now without individual therapy, something I haven't done in at least half a year. 
          I am so sorry to anyone I've not replied to, been late with messages or have not updated for. I am a person with mental health issues and sometimes that means i am not reliable. I understand if I've disappointed you in any way. 
          thank you all for your support and love. It's been a memorable experience. 
          I love you all and as always,
          thank you for reading 
          -C.I.N

some of yall make me wanna simp for you instead, dahmmmm LMAOOO
          Author x reader coming soon??? XDXD
          jkjkjk....unless.....

so like its my birthday????? uh happy birthday to me lol.

THANK YOU SO MUCH TO EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN VOTING, COMMENTING, AND SHOWERING LOVE ON MY MEGUMI X READER STORY <3333 I just wanted you guys to know that I do see all of the comments and try my hardest to reply to them. Sometimes I forget tho and that's my bad! I love you guys and if you ever want to talk or send me love and get a reply just message me and I'll respond when I can! I am a real person though and I am struggling with MANY mental illnesses so I'm not perfect and I do stupid stuff sometimes. still, thank you all so much, and as always
          thank you for reading <3
          -CIN

that moment when you realize you're literally a sugar mommy 0.0 
          (I buy a friend of mine snacks if she gives me a hug and I am perfectly fine with being used for that)