〔raei〕☆.・＊

im literally so fucking drained and feel like absolute shit and just really dont even want to be here rn
          i fr fear going to school so badly because my most recent abuser is there and i know hes going to taunt me like he has been online for the past 2 weeks im so fucking scared.

when you’re alone and I’m alone
          i could touch your hair three months ago
          but now it makes you so upset
          but you say, “i don’t know how to love, i simply don’t understand my life.” 
          you can say you don’t know
          but i remember football in the snow
          everybody’s gone home
          why don’t you love me anymore? 
          but you say, “i don’t know how to love, i simply don’t understand my life.” 
          but you say, “i don’t know how to love, i simply don’t understand my life.”
          but you say, “i don’t know how to love, i simply don’t understand my life.”

uh hunter is shipped w kakyoin from jojo cos their hair colours are sorta similar to me

yA BOI 15 NOW UWU
          haven't accomplished anything at all just got a new too faced pallete and peach juice so far sksks

i fall to pieces whenever im with you

you ruined my favorite song :/

me, a pagan: mMMMmM   h e r b a l s

you know only how to own me 
          you're buying stars to shut out the light 
          we come alone and alone we die 
          and no matter how hard you try 
          we'll always belong in the sky

(within the last minute) stardust said:
          please show me where to go from here 
          im so lost

my blood runs cold at the memory
          
          i'm still shaking, 
                                                 i'm still sick