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i was so pathetic begging for you to love me the way you do her fr

every time i think about going back to you i'll rmbr your last message to humble me

you went out your way for the wrong ones all along

rip my heart open

wish it would stop

it's just suffering

and that's all.

taking some time out.

for in my way it lies. 
            stars, hide your fires;
            let not light see my black and deep desires.

“i was so desperate to be understood that i would grab people and shove them inside my heart- where they stuck out like splinters, and it would hurt every time i felt anything.”