@crystal_gem276
HAPPY PRIDE!!!! ️⚧️ ️
(Where I live it's June 1st rn)
I hope everybody has a wonderful month and remember that you are valid no matter your gender or sexuality!!!!
Stand tall and be proud of who you are :D
Y'all, my head feels so fuzzy, and I feel so stressed it's not even funny.
I haven't regressed for months, and I've been keeping it in for about a week now because I just don't feel safe enough to regress around my family especially since they don't know about me being an age regressor.
It feels like every time I try, someone always walks in before I can actually get into the headspace, and it's really upsetting :(
I just want to finally relax and let my problems go even if it's just for a few hours.
I also just don't feel valid while regressing because I can't fully get into the headspace, as mentioned before.
Anyway, sorry for the random venting I keep doing.
Also, how are you guys going?
I've also been meaning to ask, what is everyone's favourite colour?
Mine is like a blue but not sky blue, more like a dark blue but not too dark. It's kind of like what someone would expect lightning to look like, except it's more of a darker blue than a lighter blue.
I'm sure I'll find the name of the colour soon.
@crystal_gem276 I'm sorry you feel so stressed and I wish we could help more. Hope you feel better and wish you a blessed day ;) (And my favorite color is dark, royal, indigo blue!)
I'm feeling so dysphoric right now it's not even funny.
Why'd I have to be born a girl?
Why can't I have been born a boy...?
:(
@crystal_gem276 my partner is gender fluid and something that can help is if u want to feel more feminine get some heels or a top or corset that you might not feel confident enough to go out in but you can just walk around alone in the house with or if you want to feel more masc if you feel comfortable with it doll yourself up completely and then go for as masc of a look as you can it can really help. Also putting in headphones and turning up the volume really loud and playing a song with the voice you want to achieve and singing but not being able to hear your voice can work really well for any disphoria you can feel. Hope this helps and I hope u feel better soon
Y'all!
I was shopping and I saw four people who looked like they were either 17 or 18 and they were like wearing all different types of alt styles and it was so cool!
There was an emo, a punk, a goth, and a metalhead!
I never really see many alt people so this was a really cool thing to come across and they were all friends too!
OMG EVERYONE!!! I CAME OUT TO MY BESTIE AND SHE SUPPORTS ME AND WANTS TO USE MY PREFERRED PRONOUNS AND NAME!! :D
also I came out to my mom....
Idk if she supports tho but we'll see :/
@crystal_gem276 I'm glad everything went well with your bestie! Good for you! I hope it's all good with your mom!
The Amazing Digital Circus episode 9 trailer is CRAZY!!!!
What is wrong with my poor baby Jax :(
I'm so worried for all of the members cause they all looked so sad, and Jax was GLITCHING???!!!
Sadly, episode nine is not going to be aired in any cinemas around me so I'm sad about that but from June 4th to June 19th I'll have to stay off tiktok to avoid being spoiled.
I've honestly never been so scared for an episode in my life. Episode 8 was scary, but this might be even more nerve racking.
What if grover has a grey streak in his hair too bc he felt all the stress and pain that percy did while holding up the sky
What if when everybody else assumed percy was dead grocer knew he was ok and held out hope (tho he was probably fatigued bc percy was out for 2 weeks)
What if when percy whent missing grover and annabeth were almost inseparable holding onto the hope that if he was gone grover would feel it what if bc of hara wiping percys memory grover couldnt get through to him via dreams but once the mist is lifted they talk a lot during dreams
What if when percy and annabeth fall into tartarus grover just stoped dead in his tracks he just knew somthing was deeply wrong what if when camp received that note ftom annabeth it was the worst thing that could have happnd to grover he felt so much of what happened in tartarus but couldnt see abyof it like he couldnt sleep and was physically ill until they made it out
When they do make it out of tartarus grover feels such a wave of relief he passses out
Grover has totally almost been arrested for looking like he’s 26 hanging out around a bunch of teenagers outside schools to the point that there’s an fbi agent who is so convinced he’s up to something but cannot prove anything this is the same fbi agent who has been assigned to Percy Jackson’s case as a whole and is completely convinced he’s uncovering an underground cult
If we wanna lean into the whole percys only reason for living is the people around him but really hes severely depressed and has such deep self loathing that if he didnt feel such obligation to thos around him and such strong loyalty that he would have killed himself well before tlo then we could have percy attempt sh and grover just knowing immediately and bursting in his cabin and they either talk it out or have a “no homo” (full homo) moment where they just hold eachother in comfort
On the flipside percy can feel all of grovers stress and anxiety over everything he can tell when hes forsing a smile or is working himself up or working himself too hard he can tell when grover is self fonsios on the cauncle if cloven elders or when he and juniper ar in a fight abd he can comfor him
They can tell when the other is lying or isnt doing well and they both start taking care of themselves for eachother bc of how it effects both if them
All the stress pain mantal or physical but also all the joy or comfort they feel it all of it
On a funnier side if one of them gets sick they both do
They can read eachothers minds? (Maybe like after years)
Y'all, omg, I'm so frustrated right now.
So last year, for Christmas, i ordered a binder and tried it on.
It was too big and fit like a loose top. I was so mad that day.
So this year, for my birthday, I ordered a binder online.
(My birthday was days ago, btw)
And today, it finally came in the mail.
I tried it on.
It doesn't fucking fit.
It's WAYYYYY too small.
It's like holding a wash cloth to your chest.
It doesn't even fit around my chest.
All I could do was just sit there and cry.
I can just never have good things anymore.
Y'all, gender dysphoria just hit harder than my last depression episode :(
I genuinely need good advice, like apart from "bind your chest" and "Wear more masculine clothes."
I'm Trans (ftm), and if you guys have any advice on how to handle dysphoria (even just a little bit), please feel free to let me know :)
Also, my mom and I went shopping today for clothes cause I have grown out of most of mine, and she was leading me over to the boys section.
She was pointing out certain jackets and tops and saying, "Well, what about these? This looks nice!" And I was just standing there like bursting with joy because instead of taking me straight to the girls section like she always does, she took me to the boys section.
I think either maybe she's caught on, or she's just taking me there because I mentioned it last time we went shopping, but ig I'm fine with either.
Yeah, so I ended up walking out of that shop with some clothes that looked like half of them would be something that Richie Tozier would wear and the other half Eddie Kaspbrack's style :D
Anyway, how have you guys been? :)
@crystal_gem276 aww im sorry :(( you shoyld be able to have whatever haircut you want without getting bullied
@bylerendgame577 I did have a gender affirming haircut but I got bullied for it and it's grown longer since last year :(
Lmao my mom viewed my temu list and saw all the trans things I added to my list for my birthday.
I was standing right there and I was so nervous but her face... I couldn't tell whether or not she was smiling or disgusted.
Either way, she hasn't questioned me or said anything about it so ig I'm in the clear for now.
@crystal_gem276 it's like telling ur parents ur lesbein but ur nervous that they are gonna kick u out. (I never told them and none of them are supportive.)