crystal_snow019

not me popping in here once in a blue moon lol HIII

crystal_snow019

...hi! 
          
          since god has graced me and decided to cancel our exams i have made up my mind to finish ALL of the drafts in here that have been collecting dust since i-dont-know-when, so... ye- 
          
          but i also lowkey want to start fresh and new so im still very confused... help ;-;

crystal_snow019

Hello there~
          
          Belated Christmas greetings! Hope y'all had a wonderful holiday, or one as good as you could have had. 
          
          I know it's late, but this is also a small announcement.

neomswords

@crystal_snow019 Hey, it's okay.... It sucks to know that you've been going thru so much. It's okay, whether you come back or not. I want you to know that you're definitely a good writer and I've always loved your stories. I hope you take care of yourself and stay healthy. Love you Ris <3
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winterluvgirl

@crystal_snow019 I will miss you
            Please take care and know that I love you ❤
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crystal_snow019

I will be going inactive from now. I mean, I know I wasn't very active here in the first place, but I just wanted to get this out. This year was definitely one of the worst for everyone, and I am no exception ofc. This year really has exhausted me. I've had no motivation to write, or even do anything. The small pieces of stories that I've written only made me feel even more insecure about my writing. And having to be inside at all times was almost a curse to me, as someone who hates to be kept in. 
            
            I really did try; I tried my best to get something done. I had two story lines to be put out next year, but everytime I jot something down, I hit the backspace. I just couldn't, and it weighed down on me. So I thought maybe if ignored it, it wouldn't affect me. But it did. 
            
            I'll try my best to be back more healthy and happy, but if I'm honest, I can't assure that. I've even thought about closing this account. I may or may not come back. And it pains me, more that I could have ever imagined. 
            
            I really want to thank you all with my whole heart for being here. I haven't been the best author, if I could be called that. Thank you for waiting, and sorry for letting you down at the last moment. 
            
            Let's hope that 2021 doesn't turn out to be a bitch, and that it holds better opportunities for all of us.
            
            With all my love,
            Ris❤️
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neomswords

Hey sweetie how are you?

neomswords

no problem bubs <3
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crystal_snow019

@samyukthaprabhakar hey hey! I'm so sorry for a late reply! I think I'm doing good yeah, hehe. How are you?? Thank you for checking on me ;-;
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