i forgot how much i love the feeling of my heart racing when they walk past me. a crush. one that doesn't actually crush you. one where you may actually truly have a chance. with someone who makes you feel like you are queen and deserve every ounce of love. someone who matches my energy, someone who splashes me with water whole doing the dishes, and then goes on to hit me with a towel. it's like i can truly be myself, without him looking at me weird or walking away. i've never actually felt this close to a guy before. i have always had heartbreak over and over.
too bad that this feeling has to be cut short because he is 2 years younger than me. 15 in a few short weeks, while i am 17. it's just way too young for me.
but i will never, ever, hate working with him. he's my little tuck tuck, even though he is like 1 foot taller than me.