✏ Crystal

I miss when my biggest wound was an asshat of a guy 

Reading my old stories is a recession indicator 

Spicy triangle or double edged sword?
          
          Only time will tell :! 

I feel like I’m going insane. 

Ngl, this is Taylor’s weakest track 5 by far 

And suddenly urge becomes intrusive thought

All I’ve been thinking about during moments I’m not deep into my research project are things I know I would never do under normal circumstances. The truth is I’m going crazy under the pressure I’ve put on myself. 

I’ll always wonder what happened between me and my childhood best friend. And why I still love her to death. A reoccurring, continuous grief. Maybe I’ve just gotten so descriptive in my fantasy of her. 

And I’ll have a good life darling
          But it won’t be with you 

Girlie, your desperation is showing