✏ Crystal

Lost, confused, and lonely at the same time 

A man may have left me, but I just got my girl back.
          So, who is the real winner?
          
          Thinking about ME? At 10am? And responding so swiftly? Wanting to catch up in November? Instead of me finally reaching out near the end of Winter quarter when I realize I have to fight for what I want? I finally gave up on her, moved past my endless obsession, and here she is, on my doorstep. 
          
          No more loving her in a romantic sense, but she will forever be one of my most important and heartfelt loves. Platonic love for her always. Wishing the best for her always. 
          
          Grateful she knows parts of me and still wants to come back. <3 
          
          Can't say the same for a stupid man

Chat, it's so fucking JOEVER 

So dismayed by the election, thinking about reaching out to the man who broke .y heart 

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie? 
          If what we had was real, how could you be fine? 
          'Cause I'm not fine at all 

A new spiral began just by seeing that a girl from middle school looked me up on LinkedIn.
          
          How? The algorithm. 

Oh my God, I just realized that my go-to romance movie has my boy refuse to kiss Kat because she's drunk, and he wants to be respectful and make sure she's actually consenting instead of just reacting from the alcohol. And then the first whore I'm with ends up using and then dumping me after getting me drunk. 

You misunderstood the Beatles
          Guess that's being 23
          You misunderstood a lot of things
          You misunderstood me too 
          

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Hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha 
          
          He proved I'm right ✅️ 
          He brought me to tears when I did my makeup so nice 
          He embarrassed me that boy