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Guys.
Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is the start of school.
And oh my God, my anxiety is beating my ass right now.
My hands have been cold since morning, and I genuinely don't know how to calm down.
Just three days ago, I was complaining about rewriting Love because it was taking so freaking long.
NOW?
My introvert self has decided to wake up and choose violence.
My biggest concern isn't even school.
It's writer's block.
I literally have around 28 drafts that I never finished because writer's block jumped me in an alleyway and left me there.
Twenty. Eight. Drafts.
TWENTY-EIGHT.
Some of them are probably collecting dust and wondering why their author abandoned them.
And now that school is starting, I'm worried it'll happen again.
So if my stories aren't as good as I want them to be when they're published in November, please understand that I'm trying my best.
Lately I've been feeling overwhelmed, anxious, stressed, and my introvert bastard self keeps acting like stepping into school is a boss battle.
If I had magic powers, I'd fly away.
Unfortunately, the future is calling my ass, and I am NOT trying to end up on the streets while still writing fanfics at 3 AM.
So school it is.
Wish me luck.
Because I'm gonna need it.