ctrltan

HEY. I'm worried about you alot. Why all of sudden? You could've talked to me, I was there for you. I genuinely care for you. You're not worthless, love. I know you're so precious, you could've atleast sent me a text. I've been waiting for your reply on X. Just so you know, I'm here for you. Please, just please don't do anything irreversible. I care for you so much, i don't know what else to say. I don't know if you're going to read it or not but come back, please. Your absence does affect us. You mean alot, your life is important, don't ruin it. Think of someone who's actually staring at the screen from other side thinking whether you're fine or not, yep that's me. You don't deserve such harshness, but I know you're strong enough to face them. This is phase, it will pass. Nothing is permanent, heart. Even bad days passes, don't they? If you ever need someone, I'm always there for you. I'll listen to you as long as you want. This is a wave, not an understatement. It will pass, everything will be alright. Everything will be fine. You will be fine as well. I care for you. And I'll wait for you to reply me back. Till then i pray nothing worse happens with you, just don't do anything like that. 
          — someone who deeply cares

Hey! I replied and it's working perfectly fine now. 

@ctrltan it's not showing :(( what actually is happening with my X I'd 

Hey I texted you on twitter..did you see it? I sent you two messages 

@ilovekookie sure!

How you doing? You know how much important mental health is. Even I've been going through many shits these days and i don't want you to suffer as well. Are you eating and taking care of yourself properly? Hope you're. And I'd really be glad if you say you improved. Just take care of yourself, you're so precious. Your life is so important. And you're not alone.

Hey! Hru? Rough day again or was today kind to you? Make sure to eat on time, it's too hot these days so stay hydrated as well. Hope you're doing better now. Take care of yourself.

Are you okay? I've read the notes you leave before starting the chapters. I don't know you but deep down I feel like you've been going through alot. I'm not pitying, just didn't want anyone to suffer like that. So remember one thing before doing any hârmful things– your life is so precious. You're not alone.
          -by someone who cares 

Do you delete ao3 ...? 
          My exams just end when I came here I just can't find the story...
          Will you post it again ?

to whoever is reporting my shit stop being a stupid little bitch. 
          snakepad took down my collection AGAIN. sigh. i'm really reconsidering never reuploading smut here if this is how it will end up.