someone please answer this i’m going insane looking for it and have cried atleast twice now. it’s this book i’m looking for and here’s what i remember.
- it was bxb
- the top was like the leader of a gang and he almost gets hit by a car when on a walk with his two friends (one has white hair) but the main guy saves him
- the main character is working in an office which the top later buys to see him more
-the main guy is in love with his co worker the co workers nickname is kit kat
- when at a restaurant with kit kat the main character sees the top and the top cancels the meeting he has with the other gang member because he’s mad
- near the end they fuck on his work desk
-there is a big fight and the main guy pretends to be dead from a shot but. only actually skimmed him
-the guy with white hair asks the main guy to help him be able to touch people and when the main guy touches him the white haired guy accidentally punches him