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          Uh... I still don't know if he likes me, but I shouldn't even try to imagine if we'll ever be together because we never will. The reason why are as follows: 
          1. I think he has a gf, 
          2. He's so annoying, 
          3. He'll be rude to me js to look good in front of his friends. 
          I've suffocated those butterflies of mine as they were troublesome and a nuisance. (Also, F the enemies to lovers arch because it clearly isn't real TT) 
          I'll update later if anything interesting in my life happens, but for now, cya!

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          erm so...
          I MIGHT have a crush on someone, but I DONT WANNA LIKE THEM, they're basically my enemy and so rude; they are such a red flag but my heart DOES NOT CARE T.T. The way they talk about girls is so bizarre. I heard him talking abt his ex and he said 'she wear so much makeup to cover her pimples' * GASP*. I don't want to fall in love with someone like him but why is his laugh so contagious and his face so pretty. Also, the thing is, he already found a new girl he likes and it's sm Latino girl he saw in the bus. I don't wanna get in the way of that and honestly it's not my business. I'm just going to try and push these little butterflies away for now, what do you think?

poo poo, how are you?

(first post  ⋆｡ ˚)
          this is kinda random but, do remember your first crush? cuz I suddenly js remembered mine and how, if we hadn’t fallen out, we could’ve actually been a thing (ig)?? Like I remember how we used to do that little kicking-under-the-table thing and also how we used to get in trouble by teachers bc we would constantly whisper and talk to each other (btw we sat next to each other). I don’t remember why I started liking him, specifically, and I don’t really think I even had a crush on him because if ever he dated someone else, I don’t think I would get jealous/sad/angry, and I would not have cared if he rejected me (if I had ever told him). He was like… a friend crush? I kinda miss those times we had together and it was quite fun to be delusional and have a ‘crush’. I don’t know if he even liked me and I will probs never know. I haven’t had a crush since then bc nobody has rlly caught my interest and I tend to js stare at my classmates and see if they could be a potential crush (I’ve only seen two…).
          
          but yh that’s it , wbu?