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i went to bed seeing her eyes 
          	  stuck on the back of my mind 
          	  eyes shut i still saw them cry 
          	  guilt overwhelmed my stomach 
          	  body went cold. 
          	  her tears still running. 
          	  what did i do to her that day
          	  and what could i do to make it go away 
          	  the image started to fade with every flicker 
          	  peace was known. 
          	  no sadness in this liquor
          	  i drank for hours 
          	  sinking the pain 
          	  knowing everything still felt the same
          	  her eyes were there shining in the glass 
          	  begging me to stop 
          	  and look at her at last 
          	  staring into the bottle i saw what i had done
          	  from then on i smiled 
          	  i knew 
          	  my crimes had just begun.
          	  

—- written by me the G.O.A.T

raining and pouring 
          	  like a heart empty 
          	  draining from its blood 
          	  as the heart beats through every vein 
          	  trying to take away all the pain 
          	  ending life quicker with this day 
          	  a voice whispers 
          	  “it’s okay” 
          	  through the artery back to aorta 
          	  the heart is beating it’s moving faster 
          	  pulsating at the fastest rate 
          	  knowing that voice told them it’s not to late 
          	  the body moves as it peeks new life 
          	  just to find out it was his wife 
          	  screaming his name down in coma 
          	  her eyes glimmer and sparkle with tears 
          	  knowing that they will be together for years.