Does anyone just lay down and think about if they did it. That anyone would care. That anything would change? Like would people forget you after a few weeks. Or forget you even existed? Then you curl up and start thinking more. Like, how he/she got away and left you heart broken as you stand by watching them grow without you. Or how you feel like you don't even matter and your nothing but a shell of a person.
Sometimes I think being alone sucks.