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I know no one follows me anymore but I no longer want to kill myself :)

If i want to completely honest with myself im completely terrified of my future 

I’m in pain I wanna put 10 shots in my brain

Im gonna die 
          My dad is gonna kill me 
          

So im at school and my fear has once again come back 

You know this sucks 

I need friends on this damn website 

People are quick to change on you dont trust anyone 

I changed my account after five years this feels different 

I miss jonghyun more than usual