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im so tired of crying. 

I thought I was doing okay these past few days but im wrong. im not fxxking okay. i hate my life. i hate myself. i just want to be alone. 

i am a failure and i will always be. 

why do i feel like i dont have an energy to do something productive 

this is too much. i can’t handle it anymore.

i am so lost again. i don’t know where to go. 

here i am doubting myself again. i hate myself for easily giving up and not fighting for what i really want. 

Re-reading again all jonaxx stories.

i don’t know

Actually i don't have any idea if it is still reel or real. I'm so fucking lost.