Hey yalls. Ive just had a crap week so i prop wont be able to update for abput i week. just to explain, a boy in my japanese class, b, was talking really loud so i told him to shut up. like i yelled shut up. this is a common occorance, and it happend 3 times today. like 10 seconds after i yelled shut up for the 3rd time i turn to b and say, "if u dont shut up im gonna throw my dice at you". im not proud of what i said, but i got so overwhelmed and its was too much for me. allot of u know that ive been in therapy, have anxiety and some other mental heath issues, and it hasnt flared up in a while. ive been having a really hard time with my food avoidance issues lately, and its all been too much for me.
i hope yalls can understand, thank u for this web of support yall have given me, icannot begin to thank u enough