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Merry Christmas, everyone! 
          
          Baby, mommy miss you. Miss you most during these special days. Merry Christmas, my baby. I wish I could make up the gifts I did not give you when you were away. Mommy is the one who should prepare gifts every year. But I did not since I thought you were away with your dad.  What a mistake that I am no longer able to make up for! My baby, I love you. 
          
          

Happy belated birthday Rena ❤️

Today is Rena’s birthday!
          
          
          Dear Baby — 
          
          Happy Birthday! 
          I brought you flowers, cake and balloons, including one with rainbow shape, since I wish I could meet you again over the rainbow and you can see we celebrate your special day. I brought you candles that put them in a shape like a heart. Hopefully these candles will light up the whole night for you. And hopefully you can feel our love and hear our prayers for you..
          Your brother called in and we sang together. 
          Happy Birthday and I hope you could know how much I love you and we all love you so much. We miss you every single day. The life without you is extremely difficult. Every single girl out there will make me miss you so badly. 
          
          Baby you saw all these nice comments? I am sure you have helped save so many people because I know you have beautiful souls. 
          
          Mom 
          

I don’t think we’ve ever spoken before, but last November I saved a life because of your daughter, and they are doing better now. I just thought you might want to know that a beautiful 16 year old is alive right now because of her.

<3 hey! Just checking in to see how you're doing :] I saw @Coolrena's account tagged in someone else's bio so I came to offer my condolences. I hope you're doing great!

Miss you so much my baby. 

Baby I have not been here for a while but I did not forget about you at all. As a matter of fact, I missed you even more. ‘Mommy got married last Sunday. You know him. And I got your approval before. Remember? You said mom if you find a boy friend you need to get my approval. And you approved after you talked to him for one hour. You said he was patient and caring. He was very caring as you said, and he really wanted to help find a solution for depression. However it is so unlucky that he did not get many opportunities to do so. 
          
          In the wedding, I invited your best friend Alice. She was the usher. Wilson was the ring bearer. Honey, Jane came too. Just to support me. I was so touched!! 
          
          Dear baby, I teared when talking about them. I know you will be the most beautiful bridesmaid if you are here. I set up your pictures, and also put down your name. I also used the two songs that played for you frequently. Baby, mommy miss you! So much! Love you. 

It has been two years, my baby! It feels like many many many years! I still cannot believe that my sweetest, kindest and smartest girl is gone. 
          
          Baby, mommy loves you! It is like hell that we have been through. Mommy miss you every single day, dreaming that you will come home. I am looking at the school bus, imagining the days when you texted mommy, telling me “I am almost home”. Baby when will you come back home? 
          
          I remember when one day the school bus driver messed up and made me wait for me for an hour longer. The moment you saw me, you cried and told me: mommy I am so sorry. I am so worried about you! You know baby you just melt my heart. 
          
          I remember you were at the hospital and they wanted to force you to stay at the hospital for two weeks, you and me cried and hugged tightly. Baby I do not want yo let you go and so did you.. how come you let go yourself and did not keep your promise of growing up with your dearest brother? You wrote a note that he is the best brother you can ask for. And how come you him and me behind? 
          
          Baby, I just wanted to kiss you, hug you and snuggle with you and tell you that mommy love you and you will never be replaced or forgotten. 

Hello, how’ve you been? I hope you’re doing well. May you find happiness in your life to make up for the pain you’re going through. Don’t be too hard on yourself. I’m sure that you’ve inspired many people to look at the good side of life and know its worth. I’m glad to know that you at least tried your best to make Rena happy while she was still here. I know she’s proud to be your daughter. She is dearly loved and missed. May you and your family continue to stay strong and be happy. ❤️