cutejonniebear

My birthday is tomorrow,
          	I am very sorry I really haven't been myself lately I feel very very terrible mentally and I'm trying to get better.

7YNshZ

@cutejonniebear Wait is your birthday September 6?
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cutejonniebear

My birthday is tomorrow,
          I am very sorry I really haven't been myself lately I feel very very terrible mentally and I'm trying to get better.

7YNshZ

@cutejonniebear Wait is your birthday September 6?
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cutejonniebear

What are y'all most embarrassing moments?.
          
          (⚠️ Blood)
          
          It was the first day of 6th grade I remember I was wearing all black so that was good, I was in p.e which was my 2nd to last glass before art which is my last I still remember, we were all sitting down and when I got of the floor was red and I was panicked and the fact we had to scoot because the p.e teachers wouldn't let us get up I dragged a whole trail of period blood I tried to hold myself up while we scoot so no one would notice and this kid said "yo someone's bleeding" but he didn't say it out loud and you went on to stare at it and point at it but the teachers didn't know and no else I guess knew it was me then I started to sniff and it smelled like fish (oh God) but Luckily I went to art class and i sat down on the stool and Everytime I got up the still had a bloody puddle on it and it didn't smell that bad at the end we had to but the stools upside down on the table and I did it so quickly and walked out to me teacher (if you remember it's the same one that yelled at me for changing my computer into a different language because I couldn't understand) and I went to go sit in her class I can't remember what happen so let's skip to the bus me and my friends and my twin brother always sit in the back yes we were "those kids" who play music and eat and drink and cursed out loud (I'm sorry mrs.? Idk for giving you a hard time as a child and for dumping all the trash in that seat with the open whole in it), I was sitting with my best friend untill my brothers best friend said "EWW IT SMELLS LIKE FISH" and I closed my legs harder and my Friend said she smelled it too but she didn't say it was me and then they started making jokes and stuff and I luckily we were like the last stop so at least when I walk pass no one would notice and I was the last on to get out quickly and ran home. That was a terrible day.
          

bruhh_gurl_

@cutejonniebear they are doing like they dont know a girl gets a period and it must be hard for you because you got yoir first period in school
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cutejonniebear

News update, my dad is back he looks terrible but he is okay now we got him out they wrote it down as accidental death because the women was in the middle of the street for sometime or smt I'm just glad it isn't bad

bruhh_gurl_

@cutejonniebear ohh it's okay take your time
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cutejonniebear

@adreeja78 My update my come later but I will try to get it done today my grandma wrecked her car 2 times on the road and I hit my face and head, she crashed into a tree, it's okay tho I'm just tired but I will try today
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cutejonniebear

Alright alright but dad was gonna hang himself he made an rope but he didn't and he finally turned himself in today now we are just waiting for the court trial I hope it's not to harsh.
          Man like I can't believe it, we was all fine an month ago now this,also I'm starting to sleep 12 hours a day which is weird but I don't mind.

ChanniesRubberDucky1

@cutejonniebear, idk... I can't think of a reason she'd go into the forest. Unless maybe she was meeting someone or intending to unalive? Idk
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cutejonniebear

@ChanniesRubberDucky1 me either. When I tell you there's no reason for her to cross the road it really wasn't. see on the left are houses(not houses but like this one store it's rusty and no one goes there probably for old yt people idk my dad was driving on the right and the women came from the left side) and on the right is an railroad and behind it is an forest she was walking towards the right to where railroad is, also she didn't see my dad's car coming from all the up there you should be able to see it 1 minute apart which gives you plenty time, I'm not trynna victim blame I'm just trying to understand.
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cutejonniebear

I'm hurt people, I am, the women died by the way(r.i.p) and my dad doesn't want to go to jail, he can't he really doesn't wanna die there, so he's getting ready to run away.
          Bruh why me, this all happened in 10 days, damn, allot of "what if's" is running in my head, no hate to the women but accidents happens and I everyone knows the court won't view it in that way, but it is what it is, gotta move on.

MarySaotomeKW

Awwwww I just think should be alone and have time to think, turn those “What if’s” in to a list and put it in your drawer and take one out , check it, then if it can happen (70%+) or can’t happen (69%-)
            
            Or try to let one thing out of your head and play with it 
            ~ All thoughts are just toys will get bored of them soon but you should play with them for more than 20 minutes then throw them away (keep some for later because you know we have are favorites) 
            
                                  <~Hope this helps!!!!!!
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bruhh_gurl_

@cutejonniebear it's okay don't feel you are alone in the world if you want to talk to me you can always message me
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cutejonniebear

I think my dad is finna kill himself. 

Sizziliitheasialover

@cutejooniebear okay make sure you stay safe and remember that there are multiple of us for you to talk to
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ChanniesRubberDucky1

@cutejonniebear, hopefully everything goes well. I'll be praying 
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cutejonniebear

@ChanniesRubberDucky1 nope I think, I think he got an lawyer but I don't know and I don't wanna ask. 
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