It hurts, even though I don't know much about SHINee, I bawled my eyes out for hours. He was such a beautiful, inspiring, precious human being and he didn't deserve this, depression is evil. You made people laugh when they felt down with your lovely personality and we couldn't thank you enough for that and your great work. My condolences go to everyone who's mourning. Don't do anything stupid, don't kill yourself please, go talk to someone. Stay strong. Rest in peace Jonghyun we love you ❤