i just looked through all of my conversations on the conversations board here & awww :( i'm proud of how far i've come & all but sometimes it's nice to look back & see what things were like before... i remember in 2017 & 2018 when i would use this app religiously because it was the only place where i felt like i truly belonged & felt included in. it was my little space where i could be whoever i wanted & felt confident enough to do so. now, i've gotten older & have begun to find my own place in the world... i'm not completely there yet but i have begun to find my way which i could not have said about myself in 2017... wattpad (especially in the summers of 2017 & 2018) was my escape from my lonely reality. i would stay in bed all day & just read because it made me so happy, which i didn't normally feel out in the real world where i didn't feel accepted. wattpad has really helped me to grow up & figure out who i am & what i enjoy doing (reading & writing), & i feel really lucky that i was able to document roughly 3 years of my life on here so far. i'm not leaving any time soon, because i believe that i still have stories to write & things to do on here... but, like i said before, it's nice to look back sometimes to see how for you've come. so, to conclude: i am happy with who i am shaping out to be & feel more confident in myself now than when i started this account. i wouldn't want to go to the old me either, because even though i appeared to be happy in 2017 & 2018 (& even though when i logged onto wattpad, i did feel temporarily happy), 2017 & 2018 were pretty rough years for me & i went through things that i wouldn't want to re-live. i'm not exactly sure why i'm writing all of this, but i'm going to end it here. have an amazing day/night! <3