@cvldkind
that worked out nicely
and i barley even said shit :/
and of course, the moment i want to speak,
you’re gone like dust
it's not like i was appreciated back then,,, and oddly, you talk about missing me days before completely disappearing. what are you trying to do with me? am i always that much of a fuck up that you want to get away from me before i even have the chance to tell you everything i want to say?
it doesn’t matter. you clearly don’t want to associate, and i clearly no longer need to associate either. i hope you’ve found someone better, and are happier with that person than you ever were with me.
it’s funny,
how i opened every account again just to look through memories. just to get a second of sentimentality. just to remember you and i. wondering if i’d ever find you again, just to tell you the things i never got to say, and what you meant to me. then again, you always believed i never thought about things, when in reality that’s all i ever did.
soon, i’ll just close down all my accounts except this one. if i can ever do anything for you, or you just need someone to talk to, dm me.
sometimes i still think about you.
sometimes i wonder if you're okay.
always, i love you though
))): someone should give me a big ass hickey on my neck
