foretold

im sorry that im a bad friend im not used to it and i get scared and then everything feels weird and i act weird but i dont want to weird you out but why would you be my friend if i was boring and sad but i am boring and sad and im sorry and then im like desperate to get rid of you and i hate you and i wish i never met you and i dont want to be mean but if im not then i cant breathe and no one can do anything and its all stupid and i wish i could just give up but then itd be all my fault again and i just want people to like me but i cant remember what personality i had with them and then they hate me and think that im fake but i just dont want them to go and i dont know what im writing but im writing and its calming me down which is good but im still sorry because it's so fking mean and i am sorry but they look at me weird and i dont like it anymore and i just sleep and contemplate actually asking for it cause it calms you down and i need that and maybe but i dont wanna go down that route and i feel somewhat calmer but what if im imagining it and intdwtmmw but i dont know and im

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