cvpidboy

I'm struggling a lot, I miss the love of my life. he commit suicide September of 2024. I want to join him but I promised that I would make it to 30 so I could get married and
          	adopt my dreams pets.
          	more and more I struggle and I don't know to make my self better. I blocked the only person I was talking to. the other say was really good i went out and had so much fun. but when I came home I couldn't stop feeling so depressed and sad.
          	I feel sad and disgusting and no
          	matter how many people are around me I always feel alone. so i'd rather just simply be alone and make the people who love me dearly hate me.
          	I'm tired and I want to end it some day.

cvpidboy

I'm struggling a lot, I miss the love of my life. he commit suicide September of 2024. I want to join him but I promised that I would make it to 30 so I could get married and
          adopt my dreams pets.
          more and more I struggle and I don't know to make my self better. I blocked the only person I was talking to. the other say was really good i went out and had so much fun. but when I came home I couldn't stop feeling so depressed and sad.
          I feel sad and disgusting and no
          matter how many people are around me I always feel alone. so i'd rather just simply be alone and make the people who love me dearly hate me.
          I'm tired and I want to end it some day.

cvpidboy

this message may be offensive 
I’m really struggling mentally, I’ve blocked everyone i was close to. but books have been helping and i hope I don’t end up fucking dead.
          anyways i decided I want to write and post but i’ll be doing that on a different account and I just simple hope that sharing my ocs and their story will bring people happiness too the way some of these stories bring happiness to others.