currently unwell

hi !! i wanted to ask—how did your surgery go??

New chapter<33333333 get your hands and your towels ready
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/251595820

so sorry but I won't be able to update until July?? I already have a draft written since August last year but it doesn't fit the plot (it's more 22-ish??) and I'm in the middle of writing a new chapter most fitting for chapter 19 
           a friend I made back at the hospital passed away yesterday I'm emotionally unwelll like I thought she'd get better and we'd become best friends forever but at least her suffering  is finally over + hopefully she's in a peaceful place 
          give me time to sort through my emotions n mourn her
          xo

Was so breathless and sweating yesterday I had to be sent to the hospital Hhd a seizure 
            hopefully I go home tomorrow I love you take care
          I miss writing so much though

Happy mother's day to my mother, grand mother and the mothers of their mothers <3 I truly admire their selfless sacrifices, integrity and endurance and all that they had to suffer at the hands of cultural norms and misogyny may y'all rest in peace <3 I will forever defend women and strand by them unless they commit SA or those crimes alike /  to celebrate best believe I will blast Labour on repeat until my heart shatters into a thousand little fragments 

aww thanks for the followwww

꧑٤໑೬̷̷̷͙͝.ં⸼ it's Taurus season and I've already cried so many times listening to Labour+ Take Me To Church, Would've Could've Should've and ofc writing rhymeless poetry (also every time I see what's happening in Gaza & Rafah on TikTok my heart just breaks 
          
          Also here's some of my incessant thoughts 
          
          I love putting on a silk dress and looking into the mirror as I draw my sharp eyeliner and dab on peachy blush.
          
          I love making love to myself and admiring my naked femininity in the mirror.
          
          I love writing poetry about mediocre boys and to deify them like it's the only religion I believe in.
          
          I love the act of romanticizing the phase of loving and losing; as if I've never loved before.
          
          I love wearing bold red lipstick even when I feel my lowest.
          
           I love singing along to feminist songs with all my rage and crying my little heart out while I mourn my ancestry and the misogyny + trauma they had to go through.
          
          I love complaining about politics and how capitalism, cultural norms, classicism, racism,religious beliefs, human rights and the government are all interconnected.
          
          I love being a woman.
          
          P.S.  whether you have periods or not, if you identify as female, you are a woman <3 I love you x
          
          BCWB update is coming v soon 
          Stay happy stay beautiful 
          

you !! !! take it easy ma'am!! I  think  writing is your therapy and that's great for us, bc we get such wonderful  books from that beautiful creative mind of yours, but give yourself sometime to get rest and heal,

literally had the first violent seizure of my life two days ago now I have to take meds for it / why does life keep being a btch to me?!

can't believe I'm gonna turn 20 next week like what is the concept of time? / what is the concept of living and loving and pining?? I'm still so young at heart tf