cvspians

ALSO HIIII, IM ALIVE! didn’t think i would ever redownload wattpad again but here we are <3

cvspians

watched my fault london and it’s quite literally so much better than the og imo. nick wasn’t toxic and they actually communicated, it was literally a fresh of breath air. 

softchxton

@cvspians I think I will! is it on prime video too? Im getting really excited now shsj 
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cvspians

@softchxton i was definitely hesitant thinking it was just gonna be the same and cliché but i was proven wrong and im so glad i watched. you definitely should!!!
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softchxton

my friend reccomended it to me yesterday! she loved it! I think this might be my sign to watch it too shsj :,) 
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cvspians

hey... guess who is alive! sorry for going ghost but i spent the whole summer preparing myself for my italy visa and now i leave for italy in 8 days aahhh !! a little update on me, ive gotten into f1 now and one thing abt me is that i hyperfixate LMAOOOO. i do want to keep writing in the future-- fics or originals-- so *maybe* i'll make it happen soon. anyways, i hope yall have been doing well!

softchxton

have fun on your trip! <3
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cvspians

okay… i finally went down a rabbit hole tonight trying to figure out what happened between gabriel and nicole and while nothing is 100% confirmed and it’s mostly speculation, it doesn’t seem far fetched. especially after seeing how gabriel unfollowed prime and just completely seems to be trying to ignore the literal 3 movies he filmed as lead— i think the speculations aren’t far off. 
          
          
          to be completely honest, i’m not even excited to see the second (or third) movie anymore. i’m no longer excited to write for it and i sadly don’t think i want to continue DMR. i’m not taking anything down just yet bc this isn’t an 100% decision just yet but i did want to share my thoughts & feelings. 
          
          i do sincerely apologize bc i know a lot of you have been patiently waiting. i’m really really really sorry :( 

softchxton

@cvspians exactly! maybe thing will change
            in the future, but now, it just seems like not all of them are 100% in it anymore, yk?
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cvspians

@softchxton it honestly just sucks bc i really did enjoy the first movie and i loved writing my story. but just like you said, it’s not as fun as it was before :’)
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softchxton

I looked into it too and honestly, Im less enthused about watching the movies now after seeing everything he’s doing, even if nothing is confirmed like you said. I had a story I planned to continue too but I don’t think I want to write for it either anymore. Its not as fun as it was before
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cvspians

okay, i'm going to be very honest with everyone who follows me and is waiting for an update for DMR. chapter 15 IS currently being written but it's looking very slow as of right now. i just hate every version i have written so far, nothing is satisfying me. the excitement is just not there right now for me either. 
          
          but don't panic bc that does not mean i'm gonna go on a hiatus or discontinue it. i do enjoy writing it, it's the story that got me out of my 3-year writers block and i want nothing but to finish it for yall but i'm just going to ask for everyone's understanding and a bit more patience.
          
          i feel so guilty because i do want to give you the update i have been promising for months now but i know being hard on myself won't do any good lol. once again, thank you so much for the love you all have given daniela and the story overall. just be a little more patient with me, ily guys <3