cxlesprouse

hello my sweets x 
          	
          	how are you?? i hope you are all well and surviving these unknown and crazy times. the uk is still in lockdown but some schools are opening back up this month, it seems that things are beginning to get back to normal. 
          	
          	it sort of feels like nothing will ever be normal again. i feel like this about lots of things. my mental health, my relationship with my parents, relationships with school friends. 
          	
          	it's hard. everything is difficult. i spend a lot of time staring at myself in the mirror, finding new things to dislike about myself. i'm eating. yesterday i forgot to weigh myself and went completely crazy. i'm trying. i'm grateful for life. 
          	
          	i'm grateful for everything i have at the moment, all of my friends and the ability to communicate with people who live far away from me. 
          	
          	tell me how you all have been, I'd love to know <333
          	
          	sending all my love to you and your families xo

cxlesprouse

hello my sweets x 
          
          how are you?? i hope you are all well and surviving these unknown and crazy times. the uk is still in lockdown but some schools are opening back up this month, it seems that things are beginning to get back to normal. 
          
          it sort of feels like nothing will ever be normal again. i feel like this about lots of things. my mental health, my relationship with my parents, relationships with school friends. 
          
          it's hard. everything is difficult. i spend a lot of time staring at myself in the mirror, finding new things to dislike about myself. i'm eating. yesterday i forgot to weigh myself and went completely crazy. i'm trying. i'm grateful for life. 
          
          i'm grateful for everything i have at the moment, all of my friends and the ability to communicate with people who live far away from me. 
          
          tell me how you all have been, I'd love to know <333
          
          sending all my love to you and your families xo

cxlesprouse

im very depressed today. like completely numb. i want to be ok but i genuinely feel as if I have no one. ive gained weight and that makes me want to throw up. im exhausted.
          
          I wanna die but i don't want my friends to feel the same way I do right now if I do. it's hard because I'm not afraid of death anymore but also; if I try and fail, im just wasting precious NHS time and Im not here for that. 
          
          I hope more than anything that you are all well and safe, sending all my love to you during these perculiar times x

-Bubbly-Snowflake-

@cxlesprouse I know exactly how you feel! I’m always here to listen I might not be able to help but I’ll always listen L!
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the_erinelizabeth

@cxlesprouse I know we aren't close but if you ever need to talk just know I am here for you. I will try to respond as soon as possible.
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