@cynicallynnxx
Paint The Town Red - Doja Cat
TAKE MY NIRVANA - PVRIS
EVERGREEN - PVRIS
GODDESS - PVRIS
ANIMAL - PVRIS
funhouse - MOTHICA
VICES - MOTHICA
Latenight - Leyla Blue
Jaded - Miley Cyrus
Wildcard - Miley Cyrus
I just wrote a whole post with all my emotions and feelings, and it said it was too long... fuck you for that wattpad, honestly...
I saw everything
Between the lightning strikes
It lit up my eyes,
It lit up my eyes
Scrolling through my little messages on here, I haven’t touched this app in so long. partly, because I just haven’t been as productive with the poetry, and writing anymore. I used to love to write, I used to love writing poetry a lot...
I just felt like adding this message, as like, a time stamp alongside the all the rest of my past messages on here. it’s so weird to read my past messages, I know the farther down I scroll the more dread I feel at the idea of how upsettingly cringy I was.
Idk, I might just start posting random shit on my message board for therapeutic reasons. I don’t even know how many still use this app anymore, I feel like it’s a desolate wasteland of emptiness.
But, that just so happens to be a fantastic place for me to throw all my emotions, feelings, thoughts, etc out into.
User changed to cynicallynnxx
Just updating anybody in case of any confusion.
Sorta busy-ish today, so for those waiting for the next aesthetic / are just here for aesthetics, there probably won’t any for today.
Depending on my day, I can probably make one later on at night. but that’s being optimistic. most likely it’ll be tomorrow, or the next day - (So that would be on Monday.)
Thanks for checking in for this update, I’ll do my best to keep creating. so far it’s actually been super fun, even though it can be overwhelming at times.. but super fun!
God, my old posts on this message board are so bad... lol. like, I remember thinking think of them were pure genius. some are still pretty funny, but most aren’t at all funny. younger me just comes off as a crazy person, lmao.
Shit changes.
Update time:
Hi, it’s me. recently put up my journal-postboard-thing, lol. from now on, my plans are just to keep things simple and keep writing there.
As for my Poems, and Aesthetics, sadly I just haven’t been in the mood for those. especially not the Aesthetics. I just at some point slowly stopped doing those, they can be a lot of work and I’d rather use that time and energy of other things, you know? I apologize for anybody waiting for any new Aesthetics, or anything like that. I don’t think I’ll continue making them. maybe in the future?...
As for the poetry? I don’t really know. I love poetry, and it’s great for venting, and exploring my own emotions, but, I feel like most of my old poems are.... pretty cringe, and just... poorly written, poorly thought-out. I may either make a new one, or something. I’m seeking a fresh-start on here.
I also want to create a new “book” for edits/photo edits. I know I have enough for it, and plus I’m more passionate about those then Aesthetics. so, who knows.. I’m positive about these changes.
Anyways, hope this was a satisfactory update. ❤️
Hello! I saw you added my story Thicker Than Blood to your reading list (outdated). Do you call your list that because its for old stories? Just curious. And also if so, that's totally fair as the story is ten years old. XD
Robin
@thethronsofmylife I just called it “Old” because I barely read on here anymore, so for me their “Outdated” I’m sorry, I didn’t think of it as being... like, insulting... xD I apologize for that.
How my brain works, believe the believable, question the questionable. I have what I call a “scientific” brain. I don’t look for the answers I want, I want the truth, and the actuality. I want to know why it is, why it does, what makes it do, and how. lol