KillMurderCynical

Cyn lock in update that forsaken fic

Hey idk what to say but for a long time at least I won't update my swpb fanfic. So I'll just re-publish all the ones I've written- there's like 4 of them LOL and they're gonna have plot holes and not be written perfectly but hey... I was 12-13 and writing them at night when I should've been asleep  you can't judge me
          
          Hate to admit it but my swpb fixation is kinda dying too. Obviously they're still my favorite band and they still make a huge chunk of my personality but I haven't felt like working on anything swpb related lately. Maybe when I'll be so bored out of my mind one day, I'll try and update my fic.

I have a new chapter in the works...

Hey gang!
          I posted the first chapter om my forsaken infection AU (yipeee!!!) and although it's pretty boring for now, trust me- it's gonna be a BANGER.
          (it starts out with two time having a flashback but hey shit does get better)
          I'll hopefully post the next chapter tomorrow, but if not then you'll definitely have it posted by the end of the week. Give me some time, I have a lot of work to do and I write these stories at night :'>
          I also need to get my grammar in place cuz my english is, well, kinda cracked  this should be a general rule to everyone and that I've cleared out in multiple fics of mine, but if you dee any shady/weird words (specifically verbs), keep in mind that i look up the translation of certain words on weird ass websites 
          Stay tuned!

Well, get your asses ready because I am currently fixating over like 2-3 things at the same time and those are:
          - an OG story that you will love fer sur
          - a Forsaken fanfiction (still gotta decide if it's an Azuretime AU, an infection/murder game kinda AU or literally just my own interpretation of Doublefedora LOL)
          - a Doors fanfiction (i really wanna make this one a murder game, kinda like Danganronpa iykwim, or Among Us typa plot LOL. Would do that w/ Forsaken too cuz that's what I was thinking of but hey we don't know yet)
          Although I'm pretty overwhelmed with schoolwork and my parents constantly trying to take away my devices & shiz, I'll somehow make it work :') yaoi is guaranteed in all of these btw

I fucking HATE MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE BUT WHY DO SEVEN MINUTES IN HEAVEN AND SHUT ME UO FUCKING SLAP PLEASE THOSE ARE THE ONLY SONGS I LIKE FROM THEM I SWEAR TO GOD I HATE MSI AND IT'S PEOPLE I SWEAR PLEASE DON'T CRUCIFY ME I'VE BEEN VOCAL ABOUT HATING MSI FOR A LOT OF TIME I JUST CAN'T HELP IT PLEASE 

Either way right now I'm writing a doors fanfiction cuz 11 year old me was lowk into smth so hey why not bring that shit back to life

Yeahhhh y'all are NOT getting an update on the swpb fic .
          Maybe when some ideas crack my mind but neh

Yeah uhh y'all ain't getting any updates anytime soon

i know i said i would lock in this summer but please believe me when i'm telling you i am BURNT OUT
          
          and i don't think my swpb fixation is as deep as it was last year but i'd much rather have a well written fanfic instead of sleeping badly at night knowing how off-lore i went with the fanfics i wrote last year
          
          don't get me wrong i'm the #1 world wide listener of swpb but i've been unmotivated to do anything but i PROMISE i WILL work on something.
          maybe tonight if i have any ideas