Hello who ever reading this,
This is not really book related.
I just feel lonely, no matter what I feel ached alone and I constantly need some light music or a background calm stuff going on for me to feel okay. My chest keeps hurting the anxiety, not an arrest or attack. I am trying to read and escape but this time nothing is working.
Sometimes I see people in my dreams I want to forget or not get reminded off, I don't know how to stop it. I hardly have a couple friends but I am not a person who can reach out. I either stress eat or do not eat at all.
Every morning seems like a struggle, no matter how much I try to romanticize my life nothing works. I get flashbacks of things I don't wanna remember. I am tired of crying and feeling anxious. I tried to make online friends but the mindset didn't match neither intention.
Thank you for reading this.
I just wanna feel normal again.
I am unable to move on and rise up as I always did.
