d3ck_dululu

I cut myself for the first time a few weeks ago I just felt really bad that day and I don't really know I kinda just wanted to see blood rush down my arm I guess 
          	
          	I did it a second time and I don't even remember why I did it I kinda just did 
          	
          	It was weird and sometimes I see the scar and think huh I really did that 
          	
          	I don't really know how to feel about myself I haven't told anyone I did this not even my besties and I tell them everything 
          	
          	I've wanted to say smth about it but didn't really know how to word it soooo ya....

Shady_Individual_43

@d3ck_dululu bit late but I really hope youre doing better. Take youre time and remember to take care of yourself.
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DonutDunes

@Angel_Slayer5 thank you, I'm trying my best <3
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d3ck_dululu

I cut myself for the first time a few weeks ago I just felt really bad that day and I don't really know I kinda just wanted to see blood rush down my arm I guess 
          
          I did it a second time and I don't even remember why I did it I kinda just did 
          
          It was weird and sometimes I see the scar and think huh I really did that 
          
          I don't really know how to feel about myself I haven't told anyone I did this not even my besties and I tell them everything 
          
          I've wanted to say smth about it but didn't really know how to word it soooo ya....

Shady_Individual_43

@d3ck_dululu bit late but I really hope youre doing better. Take youre time and remember to take care of yourself.
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DonutDunes

@Angel_Slayer5 thank you, I'm trying my best <3
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d3ck_dululu

I'm gonna watch the new Spiderman movie soon and I'm really excited :D

Stray-sparks

@d3ck_dululu Have fun!! I've heard so much hype from my friends
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DonutDunes

@d3ck_dululu my friend has been talking nonstop about it, she and her partner are going to see it this week and they're both so excited
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dizzeyglitch

@d3ck_dululu wassup Ducky, when was the last time we talked? It's actually been way way way too long. What's happening in your world?

dizzeyglitch

@d3ck_dululu I’m glad to hear that you’ve been having good days, at least recently! May your good days last, and your lows be fleeting :3
            (Knock knock knock on wood)
            
            I’ve been pretty good!
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d3ck_dululu

@dizzeyglitch Hey Dizzey! It has been a while since we talked my life has been a roller-coaster lately so some highs some lows but I've been having relatively good days recently so that's nice(hopefully I don't jinx it) how have u been doing? :>
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dizzeyglitch

dang, i remember way back when, I was the one to give you the nickname ducky. Holy Nostalgia Batman.
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snNJfssgkv55784

Hi ducky!

d3ck_dululu

@snNJfssgkv55784 Good how are you? (Sry for answering so late):>
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d3ck_dululu

Hello I am here because I do this weird thing where I feel the need to press done on things or I feel like I need to do something or else I won't feel right 
          
          Example: I sometimes just randomly feel like I need to press down on my screen really hard or like I need to press the same few buttons on my remote over and over again.
          Another example is when I feel like I need to keep flicking a light switch on and off 
          Idk what this is and I can't figure out why I do this but I wanna know if other people do it too
          Anyways love you <3

CheesyPizzaGirl123

@d3ck_dululu I have a friend who does stuff like that, she has OCD, maybe check to see if you have it too? That's my first thought. 
            
            Honestly not really sure, but maybe it could be linked to stress in some way? My friend who does repeated stuff is also a very stressed out person, so her doctor said it's probably linked 
            
            Though I'm not an expert so just check with your doctor
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Angel_Slayer5

@d3ck_dululu hmm. (So first off? Take EVERYTHING I say with a grain of salt as I am not close to an expert) but maybe it a form of obsessive compulsion disorder? Obviously you’d need to be tested, and it might be connected to something else, but that’s just what I think
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WillowOfTheWitches

Pineapple belongs on pizza.

d3ck_dululu

@WillowOfTheWitches Just don't ever talk to me again :D/J
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d3ck_dululu

@d3ck_dululu But you know what Willow? I respect you so I will respect your opinion
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d3ck_dululu

Did anybody else just realized you can't see people's bios anymore?

NutmegIsHere

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@d3ck_dululu yeah what the fuck
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