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But atleast he's taking a very great care of me, his big cock would always the thing that I would beg for and he would always tease me and make me feel desperate for his cock but he would give in and shove his big cock inside me shutting me up in the middle of my desperate sentence for him. I would wail, scream, squirm, cry, meow, and moan very loudly as his cock abuses my prostate until he gets tired, he has alot of stamina which I love it about him. I would always wonder what would my old self think of me, mabye my old self would cry seeing his future was becoming a desperate slut for his own master. I would cook for him, clean the house for him, pleasure him whenever he's stressed, and I would always attend him whenever he's horny. I would always get molested daily by him and getting slut shamed from him, he also told me that whenever he fucks me I always look pethetic which he finds it cute. He always laughs at me and telling me how I failed being a male and now I'm his little bitch from now on. I don't care about my ex wife and kids for now, I'm already forgetting them from now on and all I could think about is him and being a desperate slut for him. I don't know if I made the right decision or no but It's for the best since I have nothing else left, I would always feel horny, desperate, and humiliated. And about the molesting, He would always molest me until I get horny and he would make me beg for him which was so humiliating.